"When you are through changing, you are through."
but I'm getting bored.
I need something new. A new focus, something exciting.
Sometimes my days, although packed with to-do lists and chores, never change.
It's the same old rat-race, with the same routine, and same plan.
Routines and plans certainly are responsible.
But, sometimes those routines are boring and mundane and so void of real life.
Sometimes I get so caught up the the "doing what needs done", that I forget to have fun,
or dance, or skip down the street, or spend the entire weekend being free.
I miss being able to have silly fun, or decorate a room with vibrant colors, or have carpet picnics with messy foods.
I miss the excitement that comes with being a bit irresponsible.
I need a change, or a new project, or a new purpose....sigh....